its strange.. almost every day im having a nasty head ache.. it hurts almost every day.. and if that wasn't enough school is starting to get more tougher and frustrating it only hurts more when my mom wouldn't even stop watching those drama shows .. plus the bills for electricity .. then im trying my best to sell my art and so much more.
there is just a lot of problems popping out ... how much more that i grew sloppy in RP's now? *shrug* im sorry every one. I really wish and pray for a vacation or at least people would stop rushing me to do things.. i may have my own pace but not every one will to be patient.
Clearly when i start work i'll be step on... and it seems like the world is getting darker around me. Even as i get on-line.. its like people no longer care for each other..... all i can do is surrender my difficulty's to God.
Please Pray to God that hopefully everything would be sorted out.
In plane view some people would call me a wuss... for not facing my problems head on and acting as if im brave. Or at least act like im Brave..
Also please pray that God would take a way all my anger and sadness.. its not my thing to hate people.. i hate things or objects but not people no matter how cruel or mean they treat me.. but i just can't help but feel wounded and in more pain than i already am.
Im sorry for typing such a journal .... im just in so much pain right now.
Artwork on the top by Wolfvids
Credit to Okami makers