Life update

Thought i up date base on whats going on with me. Its bin a while since i done this, any way... until now i have Princess but my mom.. is telling me if i should either give her away or return her back to her original owners. It makes me sad to think of that ... if i had my way i keep her but my mom doesn't want her in the house any longer. 

Also this coming Thursday im coming back to Singapore for a 6 day's

But it hardly seems like fun after whats going on right now.. there have bin yet another argument..i thought with my dad gone my mom wouldn't have any one to argue with.. totally wrong.  She argued with my family member today and decided that we dont have the right to discipline the kids any more.. making life even harder. 

Honestly i wish i can pick up my bags and just leave but i cant do that... at least not yet. Right now i still have to do lots of my assignment and work. I know my mom means well but some times i wish she trust the Lord more than me.. i wish i trust the Lord a lot more but once in a while its hard to stay strong while everything around is biting you from behind. 

Please pray that some how things would go well..that ill be able to do my part to help. I cant wallow in self depression any more cause even by then they would scold me for it. 

Saying good bye to Princess 

i should be happy but stress cant exactly give me a rest even after all this problems. 

Sorry guys i guess all i place here are mostly my problems, originally i wanted to type how excited i was to go back to Singapore and explore happily.. have fun seeing my sister and her 2 daughters again. Traveling in through train and more then.. such.. maybe even buy stuff or something? give my papa his present from fathers day...  i guess there are some wonderful things the Lord has left for me. 

Anyway please pray for Princess.. and maybe for this family. We try our best to show love but anger is mostly what we all show here... maybe one day.. God will help us.. 

God bless