just really stress

sorry about the other 2 journals.. i just went over the stress table and lost all my self control. 

Plus the conference is just around the corner so i started packing up a little.. and im having another set of problems... i still have budget problems to pay for the plain or the boat... then the signing of clearance.. great i have to run all over the school just to finish signing everything. Im just glad that all i have right now are Majors no more minors.. so i guess im glad its like that.. then.. the finals score.. will i be able to pass for 2nd sem? Q_____Q;;;;;

And if thats not enough my birthday really is totally forgotten since my family is completely busy my mom ... i doubt if she'll take me out any where shes to busy too..  and if some one even try's making something for me in DA? im going to get scolded for even receiving a present..  great the first time im getting when i come back to DA IS a LONG HARD scolding from every one.. people online, at home and even my friends... i dont know what im doing any more..
Plus budget problems..

I know i said i trust in God but everything is just crumbling around me.. all i really need now is just more prayers.. life is just shooting down arrows at me and everything is just going down the drain.

THUS may i add this oh so annoying art block.. yes thats right.. i can't draw so much all i can do i send maybe some of my activity's in class...

 God bless im not trying to hurt any one or anything.. so sorry in adavance for anything okay? sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry...

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Artwork on the top by Wolfvids
Credit to Okami makers